YES!

so i had an exciting day :)
well actually, the entire day really sucked until about 5:20pm when i got an email for an interview!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! (thats what i wanted to do while reading the email)
this is my first actual interview and i'm so excited and so nervous
to think that an organization has interest in little ol' me!
its this organization: heartsofgold.org where they provide services to homeless women and children
i've been praying for an opportunity, just a chance, to reflect the abilities God gave me, whatever they may be
sighhhh
anyways i'm meeting a "sarah" at the starbucks on 23rd between 5th and 6th on wed morning
it's probably super rare to get hired after a first interview
whatever, i'm still going to hope for the best
PRAY FOR ME!!!

after i got the email, i just couldn't stop smiling
my day was soooo crappy at work today before the email
i just really REALLY don't care about this office
and why should i? i'm bringing in thousands of dollars for greedy doctors who don't need it
not to mention the terrible air circulation of a basement office that seems to suffocate me daily

so right now i feel like my life is at a semi halt
i'm waiting and looking forward to doing certain things after i get a job and become more stable
for example, when this time comes, i would like to:

1. take a ceramics class again because i miss it so much!!
i actually draw our sketches sometimes with hopes of getting my hands at a wheel again

2. take an economics class because i really want to understand everything that's going on
i need education

3. start playing piano again which i also miss dearly these days
i'm looking for a keyboard or digital piano or real acoustic piano right now
unfortunately my budget remains tiny, so i'll probably settle for a keyboard

4. read lots of good books that i have no time for right now
i just bought obama's first book, omnivores dilemma, and this other one called songs of solomon
i think i can try to start this goal now

anyways, so these are my small goals, things that i'm looking forward to
i think writing them down here in this blog will keep me accountable and i won't forget or quit later out of laziness
so all i need is a job, thats my starting line
i want to start!!